I am utterly disgusted with my results. This is an unprecedented failure. I cannot tolerate this, I cannot accept this.

My History and Combined Humans has certainly improved, that is definitely noteworthy. I am satisfied with them, although they are far from what I am aiming for, A1s for both of them. And if someone like Cheng Ji Quan or Andrew Lai can get 100, I do not see why I cannot. I will make myself one of the people in the hall of fame for History and Combined humans. For Combined humans, Social Studies should not be too difficult. As for English lit, which is very unpredictable, I will be completely immersing myself in To Kill A Mockingbird as far as possible.

My mathematics was an accident this time. It is definitely not reflective of what I am truly capable of. I will prove myself.

My sciences. Hmm. Biology was a huge disappointment, it was only 4 freaking fucking chapters, and still I could not do it right. Thats ok, I will prove I can do well in Bio by getting my A1 in subsequent tests. This is not wishful thinking. Chemistry, will require a lot more work. Physics was a real accident, and I will prove that my Physics is definitely NOT of B4 standard.

Oh and Chinese. My attitude for it has changed greatly, and I will work even harder for it. Yes.

And ENGLISH. Tina tang, argh, but she marks leniently. I think. I don't really bother about her morning remedials, do I? Because in the first place is there any point in it? I think that I do not benefit from her at all. What's the point of going to class to hear her go sing-song-sing-song bla bla bla bla bla how dare you do BIO in my class go drown bla bla bla, makes me damn sian. English is the only subject I got an A1 in, no other subjects got As. I am the fourth in the level, and I will have to fight to maintain it. Ahead of me lie three masters. The eternal rival Bryan, the sophisticated Mitchell, and the invincible Wesley Lee. It might be possible to edge out Bryan, but Mitchell, the black horse who has suddenly risen from nowhere. It will be tough beating him in english. Lastly, Wesley Lee. To beat him and become No. 1, it will take an almost perfect score in comprehension, an improvement in summary writing skills, an inspirational essay and a piece of situational writing which answers the question almost flawlessly, as no marks can be carelessly lost due to inadequate task fulfilment, and vocab has to be wide and precise. Will it be possible to achieve this? I believe so, and I will pour my very mind into every piece of homework that Tina Tang gives, as much as possible, because other things will occupy me, no doubt. On the exam day, there is zero margin for error, no careless mistakes as they will cost me a bomb. And if I really do what I have stated here, with fierce bloodthirsty attitude for victory in this subject and perhaps a little bit of luck, my name will occupy the coveted spot on the top of the piece of paper. Not just once but again and again. It will be extremely taxing, but I will go for it. GO!



Oh, and I have removed the pic links from the bottom of my blog as they are beginning to collect spider webs. I will restore links using WORDS when I have the time. The photos are not only ugly to a certain extent, strangers will not know who the hell the person is.

The march holidays have begun. It is too fucked to be considered a real holiday with lessons every day, but this is to be expected, no? But relax lah, you don't relax now you will die.