Oh I really like her very much. Telling her was something I had to do, sooner or later. I think I did it at the right time, although the execution of it could have been much better. It is weird because words are hardly exchanged. What I want to do is know you better. You are just so perfect. Everything about you is so mysterious. Hopefully one day all this can be taken to a much higher level. I think I have the patience, and I will get through the obstacles blocking me right now. Yes. Persevering, I will get there.



On another note, promos are coming and so I need to mug.

La la la. I return to blogging irregularly.

August already. Seriously man. Soon it will be September, October, November, December and 2010 is gone. But December 2009 seems just like yesterday. Just cannot forget it ah.

Promos are coming! Oh no!

And...

It has been a long time since I had this feeling already. I cannot believe I cannot get it out of my mind, it keeps staying on. And my mood is affected on a daily basis, and I don't consider myself to be easily controlled by others. But this is really a different thing... with some courage, everything will be much better. I already put down a heavy stone some time ago, all that is left now is to overcome any remaining fears. It will be another achievement and maybe a new phase in life. I need all the luck I can get. Just wait please, I'm getting there.

Time to lose my bloody weight la. Ah. How long have I been saying this. Talk only. Rubbish eh.

And focus ah.

Thank you my loyal readers.

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Update again soon if I can.