Cannot stand it.

1) Nobody fucks with me anymore. I'm going to fuck up the person who tries to do that. He will fucking regret it as his throat is slit and blood will gush out profusely. I will make sure his last thoughts are that of regret for fucking with me.

2) For all intents and purposes, I am alone. Many others can do so, no reason why I can't. I did not ask for sibling.

3) I am the only one who is capable of taking care of them in the future. Barring anything unfortunate (which nobody has power over), I am the one who will be shouldering the burden, and quite rightly so. So whatever I do now is simply a means to an end and criticism should be kept to a minimum.

4) Things have degenerated for whatever reason, I don't know. But if things are not brought back to the way they were before, or even better, what worked in the past may not happen again now. So better fucking make sure that there is a return to what previously worked, or even better.

5) My mistake for being at the wrong place at the wrong time.

About (1). Maybe an exaggeration. No point killing someone. But you get the idea what I want to do.

I rest my case. I will fight on. I WILL FUCKING FIGHT ON TO THE VERY END.